I MISS U...

I MISS U...

Back when I was a playful 8 year old,Back whenI remember the pain that I saw on your face when I hurt myself falling down..I

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• I remember the money that u gave me secretly for eating ice candies..

• I remember the way u protected me from dad's anger when I broke the brand new television set that was expensive..

• I remember the way u fought with me for the television remote to see the daily serials when I was watching cartoons..

• I remember the warmth of hiding under your rug when I got less marks and u lied to dad that I was sleeping..

• I remember the way u forgived me when I raised my arm and bet u..

• I remember the way you poured excess of ghee into dal saying that my wife would leave me if I dont eat ghee..

• I remember how safe I felt when u were around me..

• I remember the happiness in your eyes when I told you about my success in tenth std board examinations..

• I remember the way u boasted about my talents to the neighbors around the home..

• I remember the excellent taste of the pickles that u made..

• I remember the way you praised me for my dancing skills..

• I remember how u consoled me when I flunked badly in my intermediate course..

• I remember the way u kept pestering me to eat food when I was talking on phone for hours together..

• I remember the fear in your eyes when u advised me not to go deep into spirituality..

• I remember how u joked at me asking whether I would marry a tamil or telugu gurl.

• I remember how u faced the change of phase in life so boldly..

• I remember how u pretended to be alright even though u weren't at the best of your health..

• I remember how u tried to give the best for us even though u were experiencing pain..

• I remember how boldly u faced the pain of spilling blood when I was worried that no-one was at home..

• I remember how ur heart was getting weakened..

• I remember the pain that ur body felt when u were given very high dosage of medicines..

• I remember the pain that u felt when the doctors pierced the needle in ur neck unable to catch a nerve in the hand..

• I remember ur helpless state when u asked me to sit beside u, holding my hand tight..

• I remember the pain that I felt when u asked me whether u would go to heaven or hell..

• I remember the helpless fear of death in ur eyes..

• I remember the last words u said to me,"Listen to what mom and dad say..Go after life and hunt for what u want..U should become famous and do remember ur granny"..

My dear granny!!..I wonder in which world you are..My eyes are wet..I wish u can listen to my silent scream..I MISS U AND I LOVE U TONNES

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